March 13, 2005 Bustins Out!
Subtle shifts have been occurring over the last three weeks. The Clouds are moving on and with them the doubts and Indecision. I find myself anxious to finish OMET and begin moving on. Actually I find myself discontent and impatient to finish. I want to move on and immerse myself in the new endeavors that I am discovering. I want to begin leading the way to change and better educational practices. I want to develop new ways of engaging kids, but I am finding that the coursework is holding me back. There isn't enough time for me to do all that I want and complete my coursework. I want to finish and get to all these ideas that I have. Hmmm...is this impatience and drive to move on a good thing? Am I suppose to feel this way? Perhaps I've failed in what OMET was suppose to accomplish in me? Is it good that I feel that I'm ready to let go of OMET? I know that about 3 months ago I never wanted OMET to end. I wanted to stay connected forever. What does this shift mean?